Tantrum

I believe i'm like any normal human beings out there who had experienced an emotional outburst before.
Actually i don't quite remember when was the last time i threw tantrum, but these days, my EQ was really unstable. And recently i have been perceiving things in a more sensitive ways, thus resulting in some unhappy turn of event and also the uprising of my emo self.

But usually i was able to do things calmly...... however, things changed lately. It seems that something is lacking in my life and i dunno what it is.... I can't feel any happiness now, even if i smiled. Even the aikido which is so precious to me, only cheered me up for a little.....

I think this is it.... i have revert back to my old self..... who only befriends with loneliness.

Haizzz.....i don't really want to ruin my friends' mood and also my mood towards Chinese new year  =.= 

I guess i'll just need some time alone to return to my normal self just like what it is used to be like last time......... i don't really know how much time i may need but i hope i can return to normal before CNY so as to not destroy the harmonious relationship with my family and my friends....... :(

Thanks for cheering me up, even for a little bit...............................i appreciate it, my friends.....